Feeling all manic and hyper and jittery and high-energy. Been feeling this way for several days, ever since the viral fever I had this last week broke. Don't know why. Don't know what to do.
I know I don't like it and it's making D nervous. Comes to that, it kind of makes me nervous, but what to do? At least I get a lot done. Not all of it is productive, but a lot of it is, and me in the low-energy state that's been possessing me for the last oh-I-don't-know-how-long enjoys this. I figure the more you do the more chance you have
real stuff gets done, no?
At least I can still observe it and I think I can put the brakes on it if necessary. Is this a psychotic episode? I don't think so. It's not like I'm hearing things or seeing things. I still have some control, but it's like I'm on double-time, sped up, revving and curvetting. But it's definitely not something normal, nosiree bob!
The dizziness and vertigo and sense of disconnection doesn't help! Maybe what I need is some yoga. Take a class. Meditate, re-connect my mind with my body with my spirit. My spirit's gone travelling.
