Got a really bad headache now, the kind that's not really
pain so much as a deep deep ache from too much pressure. D and I were on the phone earlier, and it turned into one of
those talks. It's really the kind of talk we should be having more often, but don't because it's so hard.
We love each other so much, but it's so difficult because we're so very different. Sometimes I'm not sure what keeps us together, except that on my part, it's because he's good and kind and smart. I trust him never to cheat on me, because it would hurt us too much. I know that it would take a lot to drive him away, which is good. Means he has commitment to making the relationship work. He always tries to make it better, and to be there. He encourages me to grow as much as I can. But it's still hard. So stupid, right? So many things that make it good, but it's still hard.
Haven't really had dinner either. Think I'll go get some noodles at least; hunger might be making the headache worse.
